I'm feeling a little sorry for myself today.
I deserve nothing more than the best, but part of me thinks I'll never get or find the best.
I guess the thought of ringing in the new year alone is conjuring up these feelings. Last year (I thought) I was in a great relationship, only to find out months later that wasn't the case, and everything was just a giant farce.
I honestly don't know why I get these lonely feelings... because I genuinely enjoy my own company. And I don't need a man in my life to complete me.
But it sure is nice to have someone to share your time with.
Better luck to me in 2012.
Because I deserve it.