Friday, December 30, 2011

Ho Hum

I'm feeling a little sorry for myself today.

I deserve nothing more than the best, but part of me thinks I'll never get or find the best.

I guess the thought of ringing in the new year alone is conjuring up these feelings. Last year (I thought) I was in a great relationship, only to find out months later that wasn't the case, and everything was just a giant farce.

I honestly don't know why I get these lonely feelings... because I genuinely enjoy my own company. And I don't need a man in my life to complete me.

But it sure is nice to have someone to share your time with.

Better luck to me in 2012.

Because I deserve it.

2 comments:

  1. Anonymous9:45 AM

    Yes you do. Love Mo

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  2. You deserve the best! I totally understand your feelings though, I'm trying to be ok with not being with someone, but it DOES get lonely sometimes. It can be hard when all your friends have families and husbands, you always feel like the 3rd wheel. Please feel free to text me or call anytime you're feeling lonely, I'm usually not doing anything, just hanging out with myself.

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