Isn't all that different that having a crush at 16.
Or at 21.
It still makes me giddy.
I still read far more into things (like OMG he winked at me this means that he must love me and I'd better start pinning wedding planning ideas* on Pinterest and picking out my engagement ring... And OMG I need a dress, and I want a fall wedding...).
At 36, though, I realize the above thoughts are irrational.
I still have them though.
And it's crazy, because I only met this person three days ago.
But he's cute (albeit young).
And it's nice to be reminded that my heart has not actually shrivelled up into a black ball of coal.
Apart from our imminent wedding, I don't actually see this going anywhere.
But it'll be fun while it lasts.
* Please note that even if I were to find the most perfect man in the world, I have no intention of every marrying again. Once was enough, thankyouverymuch. Doesn't mean I can't pin things though.