Overanalyzing Life... and Mom... You May Not Want to Read This...

by - Friday, August 22, 2008

So here I am... four hours away from date number three with new guy (not to be confused with old guy - I left him back in BC)...

The only things on my mind right now are:

a) When we talked last night on the phone we were discussing where to have dinner, etc. and he said - "I don't really care what we do, I just want to see you"... which is great and all but the first thing that comes to mind it - dammit - another clingy guy. When really - I should be flattered with the fact that he wants to see me after not having seen me since Monday.
b) Is it real? Do I like this guy or do I like the thought of having a guy... I suppose in essence it is too early to tell... I mean we have great initial chemistry but I am not going to stake a lifelong relationship on a Starbucks date and a movie-watching night.
c) There is a distinct possibility that he will be coming to my place tonight... and for that reason in itself I changed my sheets last night... god-help-me... (that was the part that my mom probably didn't need to read)

I suppose I should just go with the flow. But that said, the last thing I need (or want for that matter) is a clingy guy. I mean - he can't be too clingy for the fact that his house is actually about 45 km away from me... but I like my time alone and to do with whatever-the-hell-I-please. But then I think that I am totally over-reacting and really - the guy just likes me and wants to get in my pants see me. I just don't want to settle for a relationship because it is a relationship... I want to - and damn-well deserve to be happy. I've put my time in.

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  1. Good luck! I've soooooo been there and can relate! Hope all goes well! And either you'll decide he's good enough for another date or he's just too clingy - at least you'll be one step further ahead than you are now!!