And the crush gets crushed...

by - Thursday, June 13, 2013

The jerk has a girlfriend. 

Okay, he's not a jerk, and there were other things that kind of made me raise my eyebrows, but then the "I have a girlfriend" testimonial came and...

It sucked. 

I realized for the first time in awhile that my heart isn't a ball of coal. 

Part of me liked living in a world without feelings, part of me is glad that I am capable of having little heart flutters. 

I guess I just need to find someone that has those same feelings back towards me. 

And by "find" I don't mean I'm looking... I'm all for the "it'll happen when you least expect it" approach. 

Sadly, I don't think anything will happen with me sitting on the couch watching "My Teen is Pregnant & So am I". 

Perhaps I'll concentrate on sending voodoo hexes in the direction of the girlfriend while I watch drivel on TV. 

Yeah, that's a good plan. 

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  1. OMG boys DO suck. But voodoo hexes are generally a good use of emotional energy. It's better than sending him desperate / angry texts (which is generally my approach, ahem).